why is it so much easier to talk to your friends of a year then your friends of your life? I can come out unpropted to a girl I had known at the time for about six months but even when Maddie asks I cant tell her. I think it may be the age diference. some thing about having someone whose known you since you were one and she was three know things you prefer to keep from the world... it just gives them to much power. I hate feeling controled. I hate being held in place. I wish I was like manic magee and could just leave.