The Weeble challenges me to explain why now, with NBT, I'm finding a way to drop my defense mechanisms and rules and stop hedging and just run with the relationship. Is it because NBT is well matched for me? Is it because something has changed inside of me? Is it both? Is it something else?
Hmmm. Well, Weeble my friend, that is a good question. It probably won't surprise anyone to know I've been asking it myself a fair amount, too. I'll tell you as best I can what I know.