Not blogging has given me a lot of time to think.
I've done so much unwritten thinking and over-thinking, around and around, that my thoughts put me underground or underwater or something. When you spiral around like that you can only go down. Tighter and smaller and lower.
I have a computer. I have my own computer now. After a few months without one.
I feel like the windows are open. I feel like the phone is ringing, but in a good way.
Hello, hi, how ARE you?
(My friend Emily told me to just write something already and I did, for her, and this is what came out. Thank you Emily. I probably would have gone another miserable week or so if not for you.)