As I sit here and write this, my nips are swollen red, caked in drying blood and salt. My old fellow is weaping, red and puffy while his two friends are still bound tightly as they have been all day long. If I don't have a 'mistress' to torture me, I do it to my self. After all, being a sex toy and being hurt is what I'm all about.
I am happy to share what and how I do it anyone wants to know more.