I still don’t think this is helping. It’s not like anyone at home listens to me, why should a stupid book help any. Even if I did try to talk to Mother she would just nod and tell me to go put on a dress and was my face. So I guess I’ll just keep talking to Magistrate VonKaris and writing in this, since he want’s me too. Hitting things is so much more satisfying. I’m gonna go do that instead.