I have been dxd for 2 years now and often wonder how long I showed symptoms before my dx. I just have such a hard time with the roller coaster that I feel like I am riding. I hate roller coasters they make me sick. How do all keep going, how do you not let it absorb you? I just feel like sometimes I have to watch the fun and things that I do, keeping them in check so that I dont seem manic, or depressed. I have a lot of support but sometimes feel like I am being watched to much. Will I get over the it controls me, I mean it doenst all the time but I seem to go at like 2 week intervals if my roller coaster. Medicine wise I feel like I am the right ones,I dont like taking to many and feeling numb.
Thanks for listening