For when you find that specal someone
an eggagment ring
DELETE YOUR BLOG
Being ignored is the equivalent of “You’re not worth an explanation”.
Well thank you anon. It’s not like I haven’t tried. I find people I think could be different and they mess me up even worse than the last person. That’s the problem. Every time I think someone is worth breaking the walls for, they end up hurting me more. Like I said, I don’t know how many times I can endure that before I throw in the towel…
it scares me that you never know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you and everything that they say could be one massive lie
Every time someone tells me that they’re different, that they would never hurt me, I trust them. I open up and tell them about how people have crushed me in the past, and they swear they would never do that.
And when they turn their back it hurts more than the last.
How many times is this going to happen to me before I stop putting my faith in people altogether? How many times am I going to reinforce the walls before they become too thick for anyone to breakthrough?
No matter how many times people say they’ll be there, they give up. Just like everyone before them.
Maybe it’s me. Maybe I’m too much to handle. Maybe I’m not worth it. But I’m done listening to empty promises that no one intends to keep.