I feel like a creep asking this. Ha you probably all think I'm a psycho. But its's like when I pray I feel like I'm talking to a wall. I just feel like God is so far away. I keep having these dreams that make me feel so scared. Like last night I dreamed there was this snake that was bitting my leg and then it saw me looking at it and it jumped and bit my neck. It was so real it was like I could feel it. It woke me up and idk. It was just so real. It's like I want to be close to God so much, but then I feel like I'm running into a wall.