I Hate Being Used
I realize that being used happens...I must have a neon sign that says **** me over on my forehead, though. It always happens. I know it happens to everyone but I don't understand why it happens to me so much more than everyone else AROUND me. I know I'm easy to manipulate and all but I don't understand why everyone has to take advantage of that. I don't know how to change it, either. I don't even know what to do. Even my friends who are supposed to be true friends use me. I can't handle it anymore. It makes me so unhappy but I feel like if I don't just let it slide I won't have any friends left. I don't handle these things very well obviously.